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Laura's Playground presents the Transgendered Poetry of Lillianna Page 1

My heart to your heart

My heart to your heart how wonderful it will be
The magic of love for us to see
Beauty in myself not to be alone
I welcome you to my home
I gaze upon your face with love in my eyes
You are such a wonderful guy
Do you even know the reason why
As time goes by.....
Kindly, gently arms around me
It is love that I do see
I hope that he will remember me
My heart to your heart beating as one
The sun goes down, the day is done
Its time for us to be
We are very happy!
© 4-29-05 Doc
Doc
Love life and embrace it
Doc Posted: Apr 29 2005, 08:08 PM

Ladies how lovely you be.......

Beauty is and will always be
For the guy to truly see
To make the Lady very happy
Ladies how lovely you be.........
I am honored to know you as you can see
The happiness for us will be
Hand in hand oh so carefree
Ladies how lovely you be.......
And when you need me I will be there
When you are frightened or scared
Please know that I do care
Ladies how lovely you be........
© Doc 4-18-05

I am new.......

I am new and I am shy
I dont know really why
I feel and think and look to the sky
I am new........
Soft to the touch I am new
Friends are few
I get up early to see the morning dew
I am new...............
I reach out to friends and find my joy
Kindness in my heart oh boy!
I see my friends who I enjoy!
I am new.........
I am new and looking fine
Full of love all the time
Put my feet up to unwind
I am new
So if you see me please be kind
For I shall be there for you
Just a little something that I whisper to you
I am new..........
© 4-19-05 Doc

TGWOMAN
T-Thoughtfulness to us all
G-Goodness in your heart
W-Willing to help others
O-Open Minded
M-Mind= knowledge is power
A-Appreciative
N-Nice and kind towards others
When added up =
Friend
© 4-20-05 Doc

It's great to be me.......

I knew when I was young what I wanted to be
I knew that I just had to be me
Feelings I have had for a long time
Just to be me is not a crime
It's great to be me for all to see
To be kind and polite and always say please
Never to look back worry free
It's just great to be me
It's great to be me for all to see
To know my friends will comfort me
I do feel so care free
It's just great to be me
My friends I love one and all
For they are there when I fall
To pick me up when I am down
It's good to have friends around
So if you see me when I pass by
Please show me that you will try
Show care everyday of your lives
It's great to be me......
© 4-21-05 Doc

The road of Life

I walk on the road of Life
Taking each day step by step
The sun shines down upon me
Gracefully walking on
The wind caresses my face
Gently as the cool breeze will
I look up to the sky
As the clouds drift by
Now I now the reason why
The love in my eyes fill
Feelings of joy embracing Life
Take each day by day
And when you do see me
Please believe me
There is love in my eyes
© 4-22-05 Doc

All you need is.......Friends!
All you need is......A little time to gather yourself
All you need is......Be who you are
All you need is......Love yourself.. I do!
All you need is.. Friends!
To support you
To be there for you
A shoulder to cry
A friendly smile
To make me laugh
To cheer me up when I am down
I meet friends all around
I know when I change that my friends will be there
To provide the support
To provide the care
The pain will go away
Then I can begin
My life as it should be
Just beautiful me
I wish to thank all my friends that have come to this site that I have met and will meet.
I love you so much!
© Doc 4-23-05

Endless possibilities
I have always wondered about me
The feelings that I feel are plain to see
Why do I feel that way that I do
It truly is not something new
Dusting off your shelf
Feeling beautiful about one's self
Listenin to the music playing
While you are singing
A person that makes you shine
Happiness in life you find
I feel so great full of life
Maybe one day will be a wife
© Doc 4-23-05

I am transgender
When I was young I knew who I was
But due to things I could not get help for my cause
I lived a life in secret that no one knew
I had chosen a different pair of shoes
I walked in the new pair of shoes for a while
Staying hidden using a finger nail file
My parents would never understand
They think that I should be a man
How can I be something I am not
So now I take my final stand
Pursuing the life I know should be mine
A heart full of love a heart full of kind
You may ask why I did not do this before
I had to break the bonds in order to open the door
Once released I knew what I had to do
To be beautiful was all I knew
One day I will and you will see
The beautiful me
When you see me for the very first time
You will have said that's the nice guy I once knew
Who loved so many oh yes I do
I will look forward in taking my place along side my sisters here
For I hold them to be so very dear
© 4-24-05 Doc

Mirror, Mirror......
I wake up in the mornin
I dont know why
I look in the mirror and see a guy
Is it a dream
Can this be real
The feelings I have
Kind of shy
I close my eyes and count to three
I open them up and guess what I see
A beautiful Lady as pretty as can be
I just know that it has to be me
Mirror, Mirror please tell me
Am I beautiful for all to see
The image is thee
Open your heart and be free
© Doc 4-25-05

Support
We often tend to forget those around us
It seems sometimes we have missed the bus
People can be cruel at times
Some do commit the crime
Its not easy what we go through
This I believe you all know to be true
We must stand together united as one
A voice to be heard for one and all
Its time we protect ourselves now is the call
Friends to help
Friends to provide a shoulder
And most of all Friends to support!
© Doc 4-27-05

To see the flower bloom
When the seed is planted it is coverd up by soil
Then water to bring it to life as not to spoil
The sun shines down upon me
It gives me warmth to be
I sprout and grow and now become
The flower for all to see
You see my petals closed as I wait for the right time
And then suddenly the petals one by one
Gently unfolding to reveal something magical you see
For the beauty of the flower is me
© Doc 4-30-05

My mom never told me about that
When I was young I always wondered about me
I had questions that I could never ask you see
My parents never fully understood
For they thought I was a boy being good
I knew that that was all a lie
I did know the reason why
I knew the real me was there
My parents would only sit and stare
They just could not bear
To see their son become something he is not
But I knew I would be really hot
It was not a fetish it was something true
This was a part of me that I knew
My mom never told me about that
As I was now changing to become me
I was becoming more happy
I knew that life revolved around
My feet planted firmly on the ground
I look my best every day
And the looks I get I must say
Its nice to be admired and to be kind
To be yourself and unwind
My mom never told me about that
Makeup was an art to paint yourself as a portrait
The colors to flow and match the mood
For the female that is inside of you
Gracefully I walk never to stumble in heels
With a very nice sex appeal
So when you see me down the street
Please make sure that you greet
For the guy you used to see is no more
The Lady has now emerged from the door
Men will stop and look and whistle at me
I turn back to only see
One true man in my life
For I am now his faithful wife
© Doc 4-30-04
Doc Love life and embrace it

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